I am grateful for all the people who have excepted my
daughter and I.
Its not her fault, its not Andy’s fault…. I take the blame
100%
Things could have been different.
Things should have been different.
Is this really what god wanted? For me to sin?
How can he make such a horrid sin, into such a blessing?
Why is my life coming together?…for the first time ever.
How is Andy so ok? So loving? So happy?
I can’t even explain to you how much he loves Sophia.
As his OWN!
How?
Why?
…..I wish she was his. Everyday I WISH. Maybe then I
wouldn’t feel like a burden. To him, and his family.
I know I’m really not…..its just my thoughts every now and
then.
I know this isn’t what his parents dreamed for his future.
To have a soul mate who had a baby with another man.. to
have their son father a child that is not his. What parent would ever dream of
that?
But they love me, & I love them, just as if they were my real family. They take me as I am. They call Sophia their grandbaby. I.am.blessed….
